So recently I got a little too bored and went to the App Store to see if there's any interesting app. Well, I came across not one, but two apps. Not some super cool app but they work just fine, and most people have these two apps for the whole 'experience' to work perfectly.
And just what is this 'experience'? Well, it's a chat and a photo app. Gay chat app to be precise. All you have to do is login to this chat app, look for someone who shares the same interests - or not - and then get his ID for the second app. Logout of the first app, launch the second app - well you don't have to do this if you have iOS 4 which has multitasking. I'm still on OS3, because my iPod is ancient - insert the guy's ID and add him as a friend. Then you both can continue your chats in private - yum - and trade pics. And if you're into cyber sex you can have it any way you want, all in the comfort of your own home; and if you are a bit daring, in public.
So, for a couple of days, I log on to these apps a couple times a day, did some cyber flirt with random people whose age and looks I do not know. Traded some pictures and that's all. But that should be the way, right? I mean, these people live in other countries, I do not know how do they look, I do not know their age, and all we talk about are sex. Yes, judge me, but what else do gay people say in chat rooms and do in private? What, don't tell me you went through all the trouble looking for an app for gay men just so you can share your stories about your plants you grow at home? Yes, gay men - you and I included, because I can't think of anyone else besides gay people who reads my blog - are the most sexual beings in the world. Throw a group of young, testosterone-filled men in a cyber chat room and I can guarantee you f-bombs are going to be dropped every 5 seconds.
So right, I was on the chat app one night and as usual there was a guy who was horny and wanted to get off. We exchanged IDs, logged on to the photo messenger, added each other as buddies, and we started doing the dirty, except, we aren't exactly doing it. So we traded a couple of photos, complimented each other - I did more of the compliment because he's THAT much better than me - and then suddenly, we just started talking about normal stuff. Stuffs like where we're from, how old are we, how he wished I was there(US) so we can plan to do stuffs together in the weekends, how he asked if I'd go out with him if he were to come to my place(Europe). If that wasn't enough, when I asked him how does he look, he said he looked like a nerd. From our conversation, I could tell he's not nerdy, so I told him to send me a picture of him and I'll be the judge. Turns out, he's not a nerd at all! Very cute, and he'll actually turn to be quite a hot man in a year or two.
I went on and on complimenting his looks, saying he's good looking and in fact above average, and that he didn't have to be too afraid of how he looks because he's gorgeous(he asked he several times if he looks OK. Really, OK? You're more than just OK!). He told me people have called him cute but he didn't think cute was a compliment. I told him it was and that I'm telling him the truth. Even told him I could tell him how good looking he is every day if he still didn't believe in me. That made him blush like a tomato(he said!).
Story doesn't end here. He actually asked me if not under such circumstances - distance and all -, does he have a chance to be with me. Told him he stood a chance and that I'm not just trying to just say things to make him happy because really, I don't have to do this. What do I gain? We're miles apart and all it takes is a 'block contact' if things get out of hands. He was happy I was being honest with him, and I believe he's not just messing around with me.
Later, he got to go and said he had to leave. Before he went offline, he asked me what do I like about him and his looks. Told him it's not just the looks that matter to me. He is, without a doubt, one of the better looking people I've come across in my life so far, but it's also the personality that makes me feel like I want to know more about him and want to spend more time with him. Told him that and for his face, it's the whole look of his that works for me, but if I had to specify something, then it'd be his smile that will brighten up the whole room. At that point he was really happy, thanked me for telling him, and then went offline.
Told me he'd message me "later", but I'm not too sure if I should be looking forward to it because after all, we only had two chat sessions and it'd be stupid to expect too much from someone I've never seen before and even more stupid to be broken hearted over something that only I thought happened by someone who probably doesn't even mean what he said.
At times like this I can't help but think of what my mom always tells me: do not play with fire. What have I gotten into, mom?
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